I am back home for a two month hols.Home is where the heart is and i know that this is where my heart wants to be.God has different plans though for me.My application for my transfer back to kl from Sarawak has been rejected... three times already.To tell the truth, i don't feel sad.. not yet that is.I am home with love ones and spending quality time as much as i can so i don't really feel homesick just yet. I reckon the feeling has not sunken in yet and when i return next year to sarawak to resume my fourth teaching year...( it's been four years i have been away from home... sometimes i find it hard to believe its that long), i guess thats when i will feel lonely and homesick.€
I trust God completely that He has a good plan for me and there is a good reason for Him to keep me in Sibu.He sees the bigger picture whilst i can only see things from my small, little point of view.I know in hindsight i will be thanking God for keeping me back.I guess that is what it means to have real freedom in Christ. It involves trust and obedience inside a relationship of love.I need to trust and obey God eventhough things don't seem to fall into place for me right now because i know He loves me and He just wants me to love and honour Him back. Now that is what i want to do and plan to keep on doing.
More on my thoughts sometime this week
Sweet blessings
Sheena
1 comment:
could it be that you don't feel sad because deep down in your heart, the Holy Spirit is assuring your spirit that all is not over yet? I mean, could it be that God is still saying that the transfer does not have to wait till next year or some time in the future..??? Just wondering... :-)
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